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Saturday, October 4, 2008
nobody
paper thin walls keep on screaming - demanding.nobody
mixed tears and yells. go put on your socks honey.
money torn family, it was like an endless cycle. so repetitive, so.. heartbreaking
and when you left you had my sympathy. you had my tears.
but now you're gone. i dont miss you at all, because there's nothing to miss.
or should i miss the reason our family broke up?
you might have my sympathy now, my pity for you.
for the man that made the wrong choice.
you were given one too many chances. several second chances.
one too many.
that is why you're not getting any from me.
i am a horrible daughter, i know.
time's running out, our clocks are ticking, our chances saying bon voyage.
i know.
you still are my father, even if you were a bitch 9 years ago.
you are my father.
but i can't seem to forgive you - i can't seem to love you.
is it because i can't seem to recall any good father daughter moments? i just. dont. know.
like a stranger.
it's like i've never had a father.
Labels: fatherly issues
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