Sunday, November 30, 2008
barbie&ken
so i'm quite determined to type on my longest blogs ever, starting now - 11.39 pm
so please bare with my topics changing a lot and my time taken since im doing other things as well
i was thinking about tattooing the cross my dad got for me
i guess it's because tattooing something he gave me maybe, it'll just be a reminder
that he was actually here to begin with
because one day the memories will fade as well as the photos
the cross tattoo could act as a nice reminder of him
cause just like him
it's there but i never see it, even though i know it exists(since i want the tattoo on my neck)
i will always like the boys that are never good for me - personally
i know i will try to be what they want me to be
i will change and morph into the clone that people want me to be
just because i dont know what i want to be yet
i barely even know what i am
i have thought about it long and hard
and the best i could come up with was
a good girl with a bad exterior
but on second thought a good girl wouldn't have the bad partygirl exterior
so.. really.
what am i?
the guy i like ye, he doesn't really like me
but it's not a perfect world, what can you do?
so theres no news updates of plane crashes
so im guessing that lisa didn't listen to her itouch during take off =D
hoorah !
11.49
sorry longest post you sont exist cause i got bored.
you don't like what i've become?
well you can just thank yourself for this.
and if you still dont like what i've become,
i dont need you anyways.
7:38 PM