Saturday, January 24, 2009
double cheeseburger and big mac sauce i crave.
when reality sets in, when the time is up. we'll all wake up to our monotonous days filled with the mindless clones. we'll live this life hoping for an afterlife.
people think they deserve purpose, that they deserve something. but for anything out there, anything worth wanting is worth working for it. no one deserves anything. nothing really.
in this life, i'm starting to lose my sanity. so i'll do stupid shit just so i can feel anything, something.
and if you worry i'm going to die? well you're going to die anyways too. i might just get there faster
i'm not being stupid and i'm not being ignorant.
you wouldn't understand.
am i more cowardly than you just because i'm trying to find my means of escape?
Labels: not my thoughts. or is it?
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