Thursday, June 4, 2009
bits and pieces of my past blogs in other places #
... All’s fair in love and war. Its funny isn’t it? We all play just to lose. Just some of us don’t know it yet.
Let them find out the hard way.
the hottest love will have the coldest ending (socrates)
lets make a toast cheers ~ to the descent of my sanity
& will you tell all your friends that you've got your gun to my head?
Gentle whispers in the ear
Fervent kisses by the station
Moments slipping through our fingers
Like the tiny grains in an hourglass
With an expiration date looming over our heads
Who knew how little time we had left?
I’m making you a constant reminder – just so I won’t forget you
the point of all these blog dedications to you, when i promised myself like a year ago - that i'd stop is that .. the point of all this incessant random heart pouring blogs is that. i want you to know how important you were to me because i dont think you understand. i dont think you know.
so the truth is i feel in love with this boy who probably doesn't even realise. because he probably just thinks he means to me what i mean to him. the truth is...i still miss him.
so i dont blame you for giving up. i know i'm a bit too much for anyone to handle.
sorry.
i hate liars, fake and judgemental people. have i just described everyone?
i hate liars who lie for no apparent reason - or for a stupid reason.
i hate fake people, just say it to my face (p.s. i'm not fake when it comes to people, i admit i hide my feelings - the pained ones but i wont hide my feelings towards you)
and i hate the judgemental people who have no basis to judge.
sometimes, people do things that make other people hurt.
they'll still do it, knowing that it'll hurt.
the guilt comes at a small price. after all, guilt gets hushed with overbearing lies doesnt it?
didn't yours?
things about me
i'm really picky. and really bitchy when im pms'ing.
the queen of procrastinating and overreactions.
attractions come and go way to easily.
your words are starting to hurt less.
and my mind is telling me i shouldnt even miss you.
but i've always had an affinity to things that were never good for me.
[c=#FBBDDD] melly(wants)tobesuperman♥ [/c=#FA92C4] says (9:59 PM):
say hello to disappointment
Saturday, 02 August 2008
shove a fork in me, i think im done.
"Who are you to judge the way I live?
I'm not perfect, and I don't live to be.
But before you start pointing your fingers,
make sure your hands are clean."
-Bob Marley
xx.
this quote, truly hits the spot for some of you.
i keep my opinions about you to myself, so at least have the courteousy to do the same.
and if for some reason you think that i really want to know.
then tell me.
9:50 PM