Friday, June 12, 2009
it's really not okay
i dont know what im feeling and so im going to rant like i always do to see who will suffer and read all of this shit. what is this? we smile on the outside and yet we're breaking on the inside. it's so beyond my grasp. you might actually be thinking, she's talking about me and her. and chances are, im not. cause everyone thinks the world revolves around them. and then you start doubting yourself, did i do anything wrong for her to be mad at me?
doubt and doubt away. but i'm not going to relieve your doubts because you dont relieve mine. so karma's a bitch; payback's a cow. and we'll live eventually
we'll move on and i wont know you
and you wont know me
and one day you'll see me
but you know by then, i wont be the same.
and i'll pretend like i dont know you.
or worse, i'll pretend like everything is fine, with a smile on my face
ask how you're going.
and walk away letting the pretense continue.
because isn't it much more worse letting you think that i'll be here?
when really, you can't find a ghost.
and so im pushing and you wont pull me back. theres fail nmber one.
i'll say i'll come back but i wont. i wont come back if you dont
tell me to stop now.
12:48 AM