i miss highschool, because i got to see all my highschool darlings everyday. i miss them so so much because our friendships weren't this complicated. and plans to see each other were carried out so easily and we didnt have to cross match our timetables to hopefully find a free gap of time.

i miss leaning on steffie, i miss skipping class with lisa, i miss peter's randomness and cheap thrills, i miss unni's sincere niceness and i miss crystal's innocence and our times in chem class :(

those are my babies in my highschool. i miss you

i also miss my other 2 darlings, elton and jessica. :( we havent seen each other in a while.

just these friendships are so genuine and not fake. and i know they will stand up for me and they'll tell me off when im doing something wrong. they're not one bit scared by my aggressiveness. and when i cry, they'll cry with me. and when i want to jump in the pool at midnight on a autumn night i know that they would be almost on the edge ready to jump.

i missssssss youuuuuus so sososoososososos much.

so fuck the insincere people, i dont need your fake smiles

so fuck it

smd

i dont need your small talk

because your mouth wasn't even made for talking

so start sucking :@