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CHANTELLE
DANNY
ELLE
ELTON
EMILY
HELENTHAI
KHOI
LEANNCHAN
LISABUI

this is honestly what it has become
it's because you think you can't do better
that all men are the same
that they will have just one flaw or another
so you stick to them
maybe out of love
and maybe out of habit
but i think it's because you're worried
that you can't find any better
and i really think you can
you don't need to hear the door slamming
and late night drunken slurs.
or loud and ridiculous fights about
trivial matters
and every time i hear the pounding steps
my heart sorta just skips a beat
and i pause to see whether it's gna haunt me as well
my phone's always near by.
because im so scared of losing you.
fuck i just wish he would disappear
fuck man, do you know how lucky you are to fucking have her?
you fucking were living in an apartment in no where
with nothing
fucking now what huh?
she's the most decent hardworking person ever
and you treat her like shit
honestly, you don't deserve her
you don't even deserve the shit i step on.
so fuck you, ok?
honestly, i have never ever hated anyone
like i feel for you
fuck, if anything ever happened to her
i'll give you back everything you did to her
times 10.
i hope you die
i hope you get caught
i feel slightly bad for wishing bad things upon you.
but not really. i lie.
i wish i had the courage to stand up to you
but i know the whole superman feeling we get
when we are drunk.
the whole i-can-do-anything
so all i can do is wait and listen.
i'm so sorry that i cant stand up for you.
im so sorry.
7:37 PM

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