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everything will be okay in the end,
if it's not okay, then it's not the end.

i'm just going to be honest and frank
since this IS my blog.
im already trying to deal with the whole break concept
and i'm trying to make myself into a better person
because believe it or not, i wasn't always like this.
so no swearing no insulting no threatening
and it's pretty funny because when i have a retort.
i just close my mouth.
and i know you're angry at me a whole lot.
because this is a whole collection of things
and i dont want to say it on a blog
but i dont know how else to reach you,
not that i even know if you read this anymore
but you know, i'm turning myself into a better person for you
and i'm trying really hard.
and i probably dont deserve a second time round
but i'm trying im seriously really trying here.
and you've heard this all before
but i am so determined this time
and i realise how much you really mean to me.

and then part 2, hhaha i already am having a hard time with life
why are you causing trouble for me
i trusted you so much
and you turn out and put lies into my mouth
and try to turn people against me.
i honestly trusted you a lot
but you just literally threw my under a bus and blamed everything on me
now i know to not trust you
and slowly im just feeling like. im losing people
slowly starting to feel very lonely here.

please i dont want to lose anymore people
i dont think i can handle it anymore.

but on a brighter note,
becoming a better person.
and people can notice the effort and change.
11:07 PM

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